I'd rather die on my feet

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 23:43:45 GMT

I Love Brittany Preciado. =P

Appriciate what you have...

Wed, 11 May 2005 23:07:31 GMT

As days goes and nights fall
For the rest of our life we'll miss y'all
And even though life must go on, we'll still mourn
While wishin' y'all were home

May 11th - My father contracts a lung disease which goes on to end his life.
RIP Dad

On a brighter note, things are great [ya ppl have nagged me to update] If you know me at all you dont need me to explain why things are going well [even ppl who dont know me are going to get this one].

Later Guys

Sun, 01 May 2005 01:48:12 GMT

Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you shoulda somehow realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now
Back beat, the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is
out
I'm sure you've heard it all before but you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Today was gonna be the day but they'll never throw it back to you
By now you shoulda somehow realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now
And all the roads that lead you there were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't know how
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me

-Mckenzie

Fri, 29 Apr 2005 00:39:18 GMT

Yo Its Alex updating for this guy Dustin cuz ive got sumthin to say.

You stupid kids gotta stop saying your in love or love another person - becuase you set yourselfs up for huge dissapointments. To Guys - All this kissy lover dubby bullshit has to stop - nice guys dont win never have and never will get over it, in high school that shit works for two months and little girls start playing you becuase thats all they are - LITTLE GIRLS who have no idea what they want in life. To Girls - Stop being so melodramatic love struck retards. I still am tryin to find out how one person can tell them they are in love with them and then less than a month later break up with them for another person. <---- Becuase either 1. Your a fucked up cheating girlfriend or 2. You lied when you said it. Either way you deserve a royal ass whoping. Thats what i gotta say deal with it.

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 01:56:44 GMT

It is dangerous for mortal beauty, or terrestrial virtue, to be examined by too strong a light. The torch of Truth shows much that we cannot, and all that we would not, see.

Integrity without knowledge is weak and useless, and knowledge without integrity is dangerous and dreadful.

-Samual Johnson

I've missed more than 9000 shots in my career. I've lost almost 300 games. 26 times, I've been trusted to take the game winning shot and missed. I've failed over and over and over again in my life. And that is why I succeed.

If you're trying to achieve, there will be roadblocks. I've had them; everybody has had them. But obstacles don't have to stop you. If you run into a wall, don't turn around and give up. Figure out how to climb it, go through it, or work around it.

- Michael Jordan

Ok so i made the wrong choice - i was stupid and let some stupid thoughts take over all my rational thought. I let people influence me and it didnt help that i got played by my dad, heh. But its all better, after im sent plague after plague =P i realizied that its a lot better to miss someone than not miss anybody at all. I love my girl.

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 08:04:23 GMT

Before he died my father told me "Son when you fnid something speical hold on to it forever, i let go of you guys and i never got you back and my life has never been fulfilled becuase of it." To which i said "How will i know if im losing something that special" "You'll blackout, your head will begin to argue with itself, you cry for absolutly no reason, you'll have no appetite, and you ll find any reason at all to pick a fight"

I blacked out tonight
I havent eaten anything in 36 hours
I almost got in a fight at the Gym

Lauren i need to talk to you.

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 01:18:59 GMT

Ah yeah, yo!
This song is dedicated to all the happy people
All the happy people who have real nice lives
And who have no idea whats it like to be broke as fuck

Verse one:

I feel like i'm walking a tight rope
Without a circus net
I'm popping percasete
I'm a nervous wreck
I deserve respect
But i work a sweat for this worthless check
Bout to burst this tech, at somebody to reverse this debt
Minimum wage got my adrenaline caged
Full of venom and rage
Especially when i'm engaged
And my daughter's down to her last diaper
That's got my ass hyper
I pray that god answers, maybe i'll ask nicer
Watching ballers while they flossing in their pathfinders
These overnight stars becoming autograph signers
We'll all gone blow up and leave the past behind us
Along with the small fry's and average half pinters
While playa haters turn bitch like they have vaginas
Cause we see them dollar signs and let the cash blind us
Money will brainwash you and leave your ass mindless
Snakes slither in the grass spineless

Chorus: repeat 2x

That's rock bottom
When this life makes you mad enough to kill
That's rock bottom
When you want something bad enough you'll steal
That's rock bottom
When you feel you have had it up to here
Cause you mad enough to scream but you sad enough to tear

Verse two:

My life is full of empty promises
And broken dreams
I'm hoping things will look up
But there ain't no job openings
I feel discouraged hungry and malnourished
Living in this house with no furnace, unfurnished
And i'm sick of working dead end jobs with lame pay

And i'm tired of being hired and fired the same day
But fuck it, if you know the rules to the game play
Cause when we die we know were all going the same way
It's cool to be player, but it sucks to be the fan
When all you need is bucks to be the man
Plus a luxury sedan
Too comfortable and roomy in a six
They threw me in the mix
With all these gloomy lunatics
Walk around depressed
And smoke a pound of ses a day
And yesterday went by so quick it seems like it was just today
My daughter wants to throw the ball but i'm too stressed to play
Live half my life and throw the rest away

Chorus

There's people that love me and people that hate me
But it's the evil that made me this backstabbing, deceitful, and shady
I want the money, the women, the fortune, and the fame
That means i'll end up burning in hell scorching in flames
That means i'm stealing your checkbook and forging your name
Lifetime bliss for eternal torture and pain
Right now i feel like just hit the rock bottom
I got problems now everybody on my blocks got 'em
I'm screaming like those two cops when 2pac shot 'em
Holding two glocks, i hope your doors got new locks on 'em
My daughter's feet ain't got no shoes or sock's on 'em
And them rings you wearing look like they got a few rocks on 'em
And while you flaunting them i could be taking them to shops to pawn them
I got a couple of rings and a brand new watch you want 'em?
Cause i never went gold of one song
I'm running up on someone's lawns with guns drawn

Chorus

Think about it.

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 23:44:13 GMT

Beating Heart Baby)
Baby is this love for real?
(Beating Heart Baby)
Let me in your arms to feel
(Beating Heart Baby)
The beating of your heart, baby
(Beating Heart Baby)
The beating of you heart, baby

You, you want nothing to do with me [x2]
I, I don't know what to do with you
Cuz you don't know what you do to me

[Chorus:]
Baby is this love for real?
Let me in your arms to feel
The beating heart baby
The beating of your heart, baby
[repeat]

Girl, you really got your hold on me [x2]
Girl, you gotta get away from me
'Cause you want nothing to do with me

[Chorus (x2)]

In spite of you
Even out of view
Still I love all of you
I do, yeah
[repeat]

You, you want nothing to do with me [x2]

[Chorus (x3)]

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 08:55:51 GMT

Inaction is a weapon of mass destruction.

Come start Shit

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 06:25:13 GMT

So today we are at career day and we are asked to take a photo for the year book . whatever. and some stupid punk rock emo kids who think they are hard and tough shit decide to throw water on us lets take a looksy shall we.

Stupid Bitch: *throws water at dustin and jess*
Dustin: *ignores her*
Stupid Bitch: *throws water a second time*
Dustin:*hey could you stop?*
Stupid Fuck Sonik: *Graps water bottle out of stupid bitches hand and pours more*
Dustin: What the fuck stop that shit.
Stupid Bitch: What? Wanna Start shit keep talkin shit.
Dustin: *walks away*
Stupid Bitch: *follows* Yeah talk some shit.
Dustin: Youre not even worth it *keeps walking*
Stupid Bitch: Hey your Dustin right you live in Ridgegate? yeah thats what i thought.

1. If you listen to rock music you arent cool.
2. If you are in high school your not hard or gangster or anything stop acting like you are.
3. Youre 1.1 GPA doesnt threaten many specially when in 10 years youre prolly going to be getting me coffee.
4. You know where i live? OO imma go shit my pants.
5. Be careful who you mess with. you and youre 20 other amatuer punk rock friends may think youre the shit wait until i bring John Copper who went to Venice down here with 35 Mexicans. Yeah thought so.
Lastly... You look like a guy and hang out with Sonik.... enough said.

wow 90% of high school kids need a royal asswhoping.

On a lighter note, we won our first game so thats good.
Stay beautiful people.

I Love you Lauren

You want some?....Come get Some

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 08:08:34 GMT

yeahhhh Spring Break. Came and went just as quickly as ever.But it was good so pay attention.

Saturday- Serenes Sweet Sixteen. Fun Stuff got picked up by Joy and Lauren - Both of um looked good but what else is new? Met some cool people like that dude Andrew cool kid. We danced and what not, finally got Joy to dance what a mistake that was considering i had to do her up with my dance moves. The whole vibe went from jazz to bangin-rap to upbeat-80s then into music you couldnt even dance too. But yeah we still did. Stephanie and her man friend were their too so that was good to see her again. On a more hostile note, if [he who most not be named] ever refers to my girl and says my intentions should be to hit it and quit it will get the shit beat out of him without mercy. Took part in the birthday cake lighting or whatever you wanna call it that was alright, and the slide show was uhhh....."enlightening" Hope you had a good bday Serene. Got dropped off at home and went to bed.

Sunday- Got dropped off at Joys house at like 12:30, went to go see the Ring 2 with Lauren, Joy and Eliza. Needless to say that 1. It was the most predictable horror movie ive ever seen and 2. My girlfriend screamed bloody murder through it but thats why i love her. :) It wasnt a bad movie. Went to sweet factory watched Joy and Eliza buy like 10 pounds of candy between them, surprised they didnt go on a sugar rush and crash. Laurens mom took me home, then just kinda chilled.

Monday- Went to the gym in the morning to ball. Just chilled the rest of the day

Tuesday- Went to the gym again with my bro and lifted then took some biking class. Yeah i couldnt feel my body when i went home.

Wednesday- Went to the gym and lifted again. Big mistake. I'll tell you later.

Thursday- Went to magic mountain. Woke up in the morning a little late and couldnt move my upper body. Couldnt bend my arms, my chest was killen me, my neck was aching blah i was a mess. Got in the shower, swore i fell asleep in there cuz all i remember was my mom knocking on the door telling me lauren was already here so i had to hope out throw a shirt on and let her in. Got dropped off at pinkys house, heh funny girl she is. Jodi and Katie came by and pinkys dad drove us to magic mountain. met with daniel, megan, jess, and travis. That was all good. Went on rides. Actually got Lauren to go on Goliath which surprises even me :P. Went on some other ones. Yeah note to everyone with a girlfriend steer clear of people when your making out cuz they will come up behind you and you ll end up with a chipped tooth, heh lets just say i have a battle scar now. Jodi left early cuz she wasnt feeling well so that kinda sucked. Lost my cell fone on one of the rides isnt that great... Me n Trav sat out a coupe of rides cuz we felt like barfing, heh but thats alright. Got uber cold and Lauren wouldnt take my jacket but i ended up giving her my shirt so it was fine. Ate at the Mouse Lounge, that was fun despite clumsy people =). My testicles hate me at the moment but thats ok. (yeahh people who went know what im talking about). Jess, megan, and trav left. So me n Lauren just chilled at the entrance while Katie, Pinky, and Daniel did other stuff. Heh i tell no lies in what i write on the hands of others. Got dropped off at home, and me n Lauren got some alone time....heh so that was good.

Friday- Did absolutly nuthin. The way spring break was meant to be =P

Today- Went with stefano to the gym in the morning and played a little ball. Wanted to lift but he didnt want to whatever im sure my body could use the rest anyways. Starting to realize how screwed i am for the day we come back considering i have a huge history exam i havent even studied for, and possibly a chem and trig test just fantastic. And to top it off a spanish test too. But as long as Ledesma doesnt move me away from Monge i think i ll do jusssstttt finnnneeeee :]. Gotta get to bed now people stay beautiful

Spring League in 4 days, get ready punks.

I love you Lauren like you wouldnt believe.

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 03:16:25 GMT

Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy

Wouldn't it be nice

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 06:27:17 GMT

Life is great

Nothing at this point could bring me down.

I Love my girl.

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 05:58:49 GMT

With a win tonight.....we enter...

NRC Juniors Championship Game
Hoyas (11-0) vs. Wolverines (10-1)
7:45 PM @ Northridge Rec Center

be there...

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 08:07:02 GMT

Let it start-championship week
2 games left till that 3rd championship.

Thursday @NRC
7:00

and if we win

The Big Dance
7:45 at Northridge Rec Center

Friday

Sun, 20 Feb 2005 07:29:51 GMT

Had a game today - played shitty - wasnt feeling well at all.

Watched the dunk contest before i went out for my mom's dinner. Amare should of one just becuase he caught an alley oop off of Steve Nash's head.

Went to dinner at the Cheesecake factory - my steak was flippen 30 dollars.

Blah atleast i get to see my girl on friday.

Fri, 18 Feb 2005 05:51:43 GMT

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